i'm very sad to hear that you've left, because your a longstanding and highly esteemed member of the forum. your contribution to it will be sorely missed. i realize that you've been at odds with the mods lately and in conflict with a few of the members. i can understand how you might as a result feel persecuted and depressed, but even in the best of families there are disagreements and arguments. in fact, it would probably be boring if there weren't. just hope you'll reconsider and return so we can once again read your interesting meditations on life xxx
If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of payments.