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i wish I didn't rely on it.
oh how I wish I hadn't let it become a part of my life.
im veering off into my own world and am going to be isolated inside it.
its a horrible ,dark and scary world ,nothing makes sense and I cant find a way out. what used to help me see a little light has gone.
yet another person I enjoy talking to is leaving.
I hate this place because I need it
I think it might be time to let go.
its not okay on here anymore
I used to switch on my computer and the first thing I would do would be to check on here
there is no point now ,there's been little point for a few months
I don't believe anybody on here is truly alone like I am.
I have nobody and nothing literally ,im not part of life im not part of anything.i was a little bit a part of something when I came on here.
I was deluded to think I actually had friends.
secretly im sure im ridiculed and mocked but not in a cruel cruel way.
its not really real and it never was

Happiness is the only good.
The time to be happy is now.
The place to be happy is here.
The way to be happy is to make others so.

changed my mind
im going nowhere
the person who felt forced to cancel their account ,can easily return in the future if they choose
so ,im staying
x

you have friends here and if oobydoobie feels that the environment here becomes safe enough for him to return, then I am sure he will be pleased to see that old friends are still here, hugs, Judith xxx

thankyou
Judith
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