i wish I didn't rely on it.
oh how I wish I hadn't let it become a part of my life.
im veering off into my own world and am going to be isolated inside it.
its a horrible ,dark and scary world ,nothing makes sense and I cant find a way out. what used to help me see a little light has gone.
yet another person I enjoy talking to is leaving.
I hate this place because I need it
I think it might be time to let go.
its not okay on here anymore
I used to switch on my computer and the first thing I would do would be to check on here
there is no point now ,there's been little point for a few months
I don't believe anybody on here is truly alone like I am.
I have nobody and nothing literally ,im not part of life im not part of anything.i was a little bit a part of something when I came on here.
I was deluded to think I actually had friends.
secretly im sure im ridiculed and mocked but not in a cruel cruel way.
its not really real and it never was
It's nice to be important ,but it's more important to be nice
non muggle and proud