I compeltly understand what you are going through i feel all the time i am alone, but on this support foroum we will all be here for you.
Have you seen your GP recently?, if you havent i suggest you go back and if you feel you cant talk to them write it down
Are you on any councilling or therapy?
Please keep talking if it helps please keep strong and take care
And the tears come streaming down your face,when you lose something you cant replace
Till now, I always got by on my own, I never really cared until I met you
No-one ever comes close to you