Low!!!!!!!!!! Trig!!!!

[Treloarbabe]

I am very low as a friend of mine committed suicide two weeks ago and then my other best friend died, was their funeral yesterday!

I feel so down, angry, frustrated and scared at the moment! Will I ever get over this?! Something really silly triggered me off and I feel babyish.

I seriously have had about 20 bereavements in my short life! I'm 21! People don't support me and I feel frightened!

I suffer with chronic depression and have twenty four hour carers as I have a severe physical disability!

I can't cope anymore, sorry don't mean to moan! Just want out big time!!!

Hope your all well!

XXXXXX

[tracie]

in my thoughts please keep safe x

[Treloarbabe]

Thank you! How are you? XXXXX

[isolated]

Sorry to hear things are so hard for you at the minute xxx

[Treloarbabe]

very down but been to the shops and the theatre today.

[siriusbinary]

That's an awful lot to try and deal with hun.

I just want you to know I am here if you want to talk.

Hx

[Treloarbabe]

very down again but keeping busy!

[Treloarbabe]

work, go out etc. I'm always in a grieving process for the many that have gone before me but I try to carry on as normally as possible!

I miss my 20 angels and it hurts like hell!

How are you?

[judithj]

have you had support in your grieving process? it's painful and to have lost so many must make life difficult with so many reminders of the people you have lost, hugs, Judith xxx

[Treloarbabe]

I've never really been allowed to grieve for any of these 20 deaths Hugs X