if u think about it these pro-choice suicide sites / people are oxymoronic.
if there so pro choice then why are they still alive to post messages / encourage people to commit suicide ????
i seen a documentary on it a few years back, most the people on these sites just want to make people commit suicide, even to the point of watching them do it on webcam. i think it said they do it for a sense of power.
a true pro-choice site would not encourage u to do anything other than discuss the pro and conns.
sounds like u have a supportive partner, have u been able to open up to him fully ?? if not then u have nothing to loose by doing so if ur that depressed u try to commit suicide.