hi i am new to this, i am 23 from London and struggling with depression, anxiety, stress, anorexia and BPD. I am on anti-depressants and have had multiple CBT, counseling and talking therapies and just don't find anything helping me. I struggle finding the help I need. I have a supporting friend network and somewhat family. But cannot speak to anyone about how severe my condition is. I am scared to go to professionals now as I feel I will be locked away and I have so much going on (hence the stress) that I can't just stop. I am not dangerous to others, but do feel what if one day I could be to myself. I struggled with suicidal thought my whole childhood and teenage years, and now I get them, but I just laugh because I know I am too scared to carry anything like that out. I just wanted to say hi to anyone reading this and not sure what happens on here. Not sure what help I even need.