hi and welcome
you remind me of me when I was young if you don't mind me saying... thrill seeking and not giving a flying fig about it... turned out to be a symptom of my condition, well, who knew?
the meds take time to kick in and do their thing, if they do, might need to go back and ask for review if things don't improve
don't be too hard on yourself but maybe for your self respect and health, think on next time and try not to be so less in check maybe? I wish you good days.