Hi, I'm new here (obviously considering its the newbies forum).
I've gone through a lot the past 2 years and honestly there has been a few times I have wanted to give up but I haven't, I'm still here fighting my way through life like lot of you I guess.
I have seen doctors on several occasions, they've recommended counselling and tried to put me on meds but I know meds isn't going to help. The counselling waiting list is crazy long and I just feel like I need to speak to people who are likeminded or can help in anyway.
How do I stop how I'm feeling from affecting my whole life because atm I feel like I am in self-destruct with my brain already costing me my relationship and leaving me struggling with university and just general day-to-day life