Welcome back! I joined the forum at the beginning of the year and it seemed quiet, it seems to have busy periods and quiet periods.
Sorry to hear that you still have depression, but you sound really positive!
Don’t give in to it! You are much stronger than it and can push through! Look after yourself and do things that make you happy or do things for yourself. Go for a walk or maybe make some brownies or have a nice bath or anything you like, it doesn’t have to be big or expensive just something for your self, you deserve it!
Be prepared for winter... or seems like the sun is going away and the rain is coming, that doesn’t help with depression. I’ll be around on here once a week or so