After years of crazy behaviour and even crazier thoughts I'm finally trying to address the demons that have been slowly but surely killing me. I'm 32 and recently realised I've suffered with ADHD most of my life, but never realised it as it's always just been that way(hope that makes sense).
In addition to the erratic behaviour that comes with ADHD I've also had/having the additional complications that can come with it. Depression and drug abuse. I've struggled with cocaine for over a decade now and the comedowns result in suicidal thoughts and self harming. I'm now trying to find support and help to address these problems before they get the better of me permanently.
All in all my head is all over the place so any advice is welcome