Just to let you all know that the counselling session was a waste of time because I Don't know what to do for the best any more
I went to see the counsellor this morning
The first thing out of her mouth was , its our last session
Despite of being the last session I told her how I felt and I wanted to die
and me self harming again and she didn't do anything at all.
She even let me go home in tears.
The counselling sessions were only six sessions long
There is no help at all for me any more