The pregabalin kicked in. I felt calm.
On Monday the pregabalin kicked out. I feel worse than ever. The doctor said it wouldn't stop working and I was probably feeling depressed. She said she doesn't know what to do (doesn't inspire confidence) and is contacting psychiatric services for advice.
I have anxiety. For some reason the med stopped working. It may be impossible theoretically but in reality it has. Things are even worse because I feel really distressed about it. My gp isn't umkind but doesn't give any vibes of compassion. I no longer have someone I can trust for an objective view. My friends are lovely but are more about how i feel than looking at the way ahead. They are great though.
Before this I would have a couple of hours in the evening where I felt peace but now it's all anxiety.
I plan to come of pregabalin but not til after Christmas as I struggle with that.