Nice way to start a new chat. This is my first post. I need help please, My fiancee has told me i need to move out, We have two young daughters. I have lied to her to hide my mental feeling and she has told me that she doesn't know if she wants me back or not.
At the time i didn't realise that i couldn't speak to people about my feeling, About what i have seen a my work. except a younger female co worker who, we used to text each other. I found it easy to speak to her as she had seen some of the same things Nothing ever in it(Old enough to be her dad) but i understand how it looks from the outside. My fiancee found the messages and obviously I moved out for a few days until we could speak about it.
I really do not know what to do, If i move out its for a minimum time 6 months and there is no way of knowing what will happen.
I have only just discovered that i have mental health issues and all of this on top is sending me over the top. I never in a million years ever wanted to hurt her but I might have lost everything. Any help would really be appreciated