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i hate life

Posted: Sat Mar 02, 2013 7:57 pm
by Lucretia
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and I only know of a handful of decent human beings
so I hope the world ends soon

Re: i hate life

Posted: Sat Mar 02, 2013 8:32 pm
by toxicmind
awww why do you hate life whats upset you so much ?

Re: i hate life

Posted: Sat Mar 02, 2013 9:23 pm
by DC07
what's the matter lu?

Re: i hate life

Posted: Sat Mar 02, 2013 9:39 pm
by Lucretia
I have no friends in RL
I don't have a BF nad never will
I feel alone and unloved though im the most loved person in the world as I have my mum
I feel depressed and ill and im a stroppy ,selfish little cow and
I want to feel okay

Re: i hate life

Posted: Sat Mar 02, 2013 10:20 pm
by DC07
well first off you can stop calling yourself names, you dont deserve it.

Times have changed, whereas we used to make most of our friends at school then all go work in the same factory together and live in the same street, we have all moved around, do different things and now most people have internet friends often as their closest buddies, simply because there isnt time to go out with real people, or due to working different hours or commuting miles, so it is not unusual to only have internet friends these days.

One of my bosses met his current wife on an internet dating site, he would never have met her as she lived the other side of the world.

Most of the blokes I have met have been utter shits, its only in my mid 30s I met my OH and it was a whirlwind, so everything is possible.

the first step is to stop critisising yourself and see your own good points, then others will see them too. xx

Re: i hate life

Posted: Sat Mar 02, 2013 10:39 pm
by Lucretia
I get really depressed when I see BF and GF out and about
because I wish I had that
not sure why really
because I actually have never known a couple who are happy!
I think I yearn for the perfect part of a relationship but there isn't a perfect part really I guess
sometimes I want more than mums love
other people love me but
I want a magical love
which I wont ever have because I don't think there is one
my neighbour has lots of friends and I feel bad when they are outside chatting
but
I wouldn't want to be their friends because the conversation is usually centred around visiting hours at the local prison ,how much beer they need to get for the weekend and when they very none interesting things
the only RL people ive met and liked are those at day centres
I used to do floristry but the day centre has closed to groups now
x

Re: i hate life

Posted: Sun Mar 03, 2013 7:26 pm
by Lucretia
btw
the handful of decent human beings I know
2 in RL
the rest are from here
x

Re: i hate life

Posted: Sun Mar 03, 2013 9:06 pm
by DC07
:)

Re: i hate life

Posted: Sun Mar 03, 2013 9:07 pm
by judithj
i know the feeling, hugs, Judith xxx