wtf is the point of anything anyway?
Emotionally all over the place. Thoroughly unsupported. Don't feel safe posting anywhere, here because I don't trust the powers that be, the new place because I don't know anyone and they won't give a sh*t anyway. Struggling with people in my proximity, sounds, and very overheated making me more tetchy, meeting tomorrow for work which involves a counsellor I DNAd and refused to go back and see so bricking it, overtired, tearful and completely FRAGGING ALONE.
So I tell you what? Why don't you go off in your stupid little head and shout in there, because no-one is going to listen and no-one is going to care. You burnt your bridges, you're the one who can't stick therapy, you're the **ck up. Deal with it you completely useless TW4T
Queue spiral in a downwards direction.
You are braver than you think, and stronger than you know.