Thankyou not been good at all dad got cancer stage1 bur still having to go theough chemo snd radiottherapy which i deserve and should have not my dad
having dreams about Laura and missing her it's getting tougher still is horrible I hate my weight my looks I'm anxious etc I could go on if you want to know more go onto my journal onto the mental health forum and read the last 3 post that explains whts been going on because of the way the site has been with the trolls and people turning against each other I've been bullied and still trying to get over it on therapy with my other issues so cant be facing that I know it's not happening now but it was.
My life is getting tougher each day I'm tired and drained I can't take much more Everone else is going through worse things than me
I don't belong here I'm a horrible evil person
Not just that I just can't reply to people anymore so I'm selfish I burden everyone So......
Won't be coming back on can't someone let me die please
Just wish someone could pass me the pills I flipping wish take me now I'm ready but scarced but ready nice knowing you
And the tears come streaming down your face,when you lose something you cant replace
Till now, I always got by on my own, I never really cared until I met you
No-one ever comes close to you