but there was so much i wanted to discuss, i wanted help with putting the past behind me, stop my parents voices coming back to torture me with their name calling, them telling me what i cant do in life and some of the hurtful comments from others that wont get out of my head.
It was a one off session, if i want further help i have to travel to get it, there is hardly any public transport round here it would take half the day to get to the place she recommended and i have to be back in time for my kids coming out of school, its unrealistic, i hate this place. She also offered me an evening course in anxiety management, she didnt listen, i have no family to look after the kids while i pop out to her bloomin classes at a time when buses round here stop running.
Yes she was very nice but a bit ignorant of my struggles, she has no idea what its like for me and me spending half the time sitting snozling didnt help her to understand. This is useless