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by littleem
Tue Oct 20, 2020 10:36 am
Forum: Mutual Support Group
Topic: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.
Replies: 147
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Re: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.

I’m sorry you’re going through that. I have bipolar disorder as well as ADD. My meds are out of wack. Unable to get out of bed. Crying all the time. I lost my grandmother in August (she was my kindred spirit). I feel like half of me is dead. I have a 16 year old son who I love more than life. Raisi...
by littleem
Mon Oct 19, 2020 4:20 pm
Forum: Mutual Support Group
Topic: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.
Replies: 147
Views: 156034

Re: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.

Hi M :) Glad you like a long post. They're my speciality. :lol: How are you? :) I started the counselling course the weekend before last. Fifteen of us on zoom. I did feel intimidated with everyone except me being a professional. :roll: One student asked me if I felt I had enough life experience to ...
by littleem
Thu Oct 08, 2020 12:24 pm
Forum: Mutual Support Group
Topic: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.
Replies: 147
Views: 156034

Re: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.

Hi M :) Honestly, please don't apologise for your posts. It's positive that you feel you have a safe space where you can share what's going on with you. I certainly look forward to hearing from you and welcome any length of post. I mean, have you seen mine? ;) :lol: You could never "go on"...
by littleem
Sat Sep 26, 2020 2:14 pm
Forum: Mutual Support Group
Topic: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.
Replies: 147
Views: 156034

Re: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.

I'm trying to differentiate between whether an eating disorder mindset is pulling me away from my boyfriend or if the real me is maintaining self-preservation by avoiding a potential trigger for my eating disorder (i.e. my boyfriend). In all honesty, he never mentions anything that could be deemed p...
by littleem
Fri Sep 25, 2020 5:29 pm
Forum: Mutual Support Group
Topic: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.
Replies: 147
Views: 156034

Re: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

FANTASTIC NEWS about your GP getting in touch! Chuffed for you! :D <3 xxx
by littleem
Fri Sep 25, 2020 5:26 pm
Forum: Mutual Support Group
Topic: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.
Replies: 147
Views: 156034

Re: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.

Hiya :) I hope you've had a decent week. Re. your partner. My experience in this department is very limited so pardon my advice if it isn't all that great. <3 Could you sit down with her and calmly tell her how you are feeling? That you love her but feel the relationship isn't working/you feel unhap...
by littleem
Wed Sep 23, 2020 8:21 am
Forum: Mutual Support Group
Topic: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.
Replies: 147
Views: 156034

Re: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.

Thanks M :) My area has since gone into a local lockdown and I feel considerably less stressed now that I'm not seeing him and thus comparing my body to his (to the anorexic mindset) "super thin, perfect, way thinner than I could ever be" body. My logical mind knows that no matter how thin...
by littleem
Mon Sep 21, 2020 6:08 pm
Forum: Mutual Support Group
Topic: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.
Replies: 147
Views: 156034

Re: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.

Hi M :) I'm sorry my replies have been so delayed. I've been very stressed lately with having to juggle work with practically every spare minute having to be dedicated to my needy boyfriend. :roll: I've wanted to reply but every time I would get a chance, I'd have been mentally exhausted. I've been ...
by littleem
Fri Sep 18, 2020 3:02 pm
Forum: Mutual Support Group
Topic: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.
Replies: 147
Views: 156034

Re: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.

Awww!! <3 Well of course you!! :D :D :D (underlined, italic and bold. I mean serious business here) ;) You know what I mean, those local people who like do things with me in person like drink coffee and such ;) :lol: I did pop a couple of texts out last week to two people from the support group I cl...
by littleem
Sun Sep 13, 2020 7:13 pm
Forum: Mutual Support Group
Topic: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.
Replies: 147
Views: 156034

Re: Not wanting to live.... but not wanting to die.

Thanks sai hope, I have my boyfriend, but that brings stress, insecurities, anxiety and low mood at times too.... I have my mother but we have our clashes and I don't talk to her about "stuff" (mental health/problem "stuff") so much any more. I'm closest with my great auntie but ...

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