Morning Em What came across very clear in your last post (in my opinion) is that moving in with your boyfriend ticks the most boxes. He really cares about you, his parents are really nice plus you can adopt a Nan - perfect. I lost mine many years ago and I still see her as the best person ever - eve...

Hi Wow, you have a lot going on. The thing that really comes through in your posts is that you want/need change, on one scale or another. That's a good thing (I'm terrified of it and avoid it at all costs). I hope your landlady can come up with something - you definitely can't live there for that le...

Hi Em Great to hear from you but sorry you're in a crappy place. Is the plan to move back home or are you avoiding that? I’m sorry you’re feeling so unfulfilled – that will definitely add to the awful depression. I can also hear some frustration that after a lot of psychological input, your core sel...

I understand that you want certain things that you don't have but you need to start somewhere realistic. Do you have professional mental health support? Do you go to the jobcentre and look for jobs that you could do to keep you going? Any job is better than none. We all have dreams and that is great...

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Are you under any sort of mental health support? A decent GP?

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I'm so sorry that you've had to go through so much and that its still going on.

Would he let you go to a GP? Maybe you could go and ask them for advice - they must be able to signpost you to an organisation who can get you help?

Mx

Sounds like you're having a really difficult time at the moment. On the job front - are you prepared to take any job, not just driving or something mathematical, just to get some income flowing? I know jobs are limited in general but if you're prepared to take anything then its better than nothing. ...

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What are you living on at the moment as money sounds tight for you?

its easier to get a job when you are in work so maybe take any of the jobs on offer and then keep looking for the job you really want?

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Have you gone?

I totally understand the fight between feeling the need to go and not wanting to. I didn't go this year.

hope you're OK/

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Hi How did the house viewing go? Did your Mum go and did she behave?? Did you get anywhere with the acre-coordinator about family therapy? I agree that is does sound very important. I'm not in the best place - just had my last appointment with my DBT therapist this week so after working together for...