Thank you miffy, the thing is i can't fight this depression, it is like a sledge hammer and i am a feather. I know people want me to stay safe but to live a life in a horrendous torturous nightmare is not worth living if they dont put me in supported housing, if they don't there is no option but kil...
The fact that you think you have a brain implant shows your diagnosis is correct. No way is it possible that you have a brain implant, it is completley impossible, thinking that is all part of your illness.
I already have a cpn and a pyche doc but my depression is getting worse and worse, i don't wash or change my clothes, i have bags of rubbish in my home because i'm to scared to go out to the bins. I'm a filthy dirty bag lady. My cpn is trying to get me into supported accomodation but i know they won...
As a very suicidal person i would like to give you another take on this situation, if your father doesn't get better and takes his own life please feel thankful that he is out of his misery, depression is evil and no one should expect you to live with it if you cant get better.
Being horrible to you and the children i don't feel is part of depression. I'm very suicidal but bend over backwards to be kind to people because i know what its like to be treated badly and suffer at other peoples hands. Be tougher on him, he is being cruel to you and your children.
I don't wash, change my clothes etc, i get out of bed simply to pee and drink from my filthy cup. Have saved up all my lethal meds, failing that, its barricade nyself in an starvation suicide, can't go on.
Who do my cmht refer me to for supported housing please? If it's council i will not get it as i have not lived in area long enough to quakify for kical connection criteria, if i don't get it i will kill myself, i have saved up all my meds.