yes you are right judith but i am scared of using phone when parents are in house just can't want jump out of window have not eaten since lunchtime

yesterday had very bad session. sooooo painful! Not slept, drunk or eat properly since. last night, lost it. tried to break bedroom door by ramming into it with electric wheelchair. Parents don't understand. Might not take me to my sessions anymore! Just emailed psycotherapist telling him I do not f...

thank you for keeping me going tealover!

I love you! I mean, not I love you?
x

Tou are not useless Uglyducklin! I love you?

Feel down today. Mum is having an 'I hate Hannah' day!

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thank you tealover and caz, for your kindness, sorry for the late reply. i'm ok but I keep getting paranoid guilty feelings. i am keeping busy. told male therapist all about fantasies i have had since childhood about being adopted by other female role models inn my life, e.g. teachers/carers friends...

i feel really shit

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thanks i just feel bad, I will tell my psycotherapist about all of her remarks tomorrow.

She is still being very abrupt!

(My mum I am referring to!

glad you ok

i feel like i need to go to hell because my parents they do so much for me and i am depressed and ungrateful.