...................................... cant bear to live anymore.............................................

i dont know what to do anymore all the feelings are coming back as im having to leave my private therapist for the new nhs therapy which i will get for free. just hope to see her(CBT therapist) again in the future for her to help me get my life back on track but i know i will get rejected i can now ...

:cry: :cry: really dont know what to do I think ive contacted the therapist i used to have for CBT but that was my intention dont know if its her as she doesnt have a picture but she says she works privatetly and in the NHS. its a year since i started with her i said i emailed her sayying what was g...

Virtual hugs advice and ranting is all good help Thank you for your post sorry I can't respond properly I don't feel right. Thank you for your lovely words Please don't waste your time on me I dont deserve it It took me ages for me to believe my private therapist cared and now I'm leaving to go to t...

Ill see how therapy goes on Wednesday Doubt much she asked me from 1 to 10 1 being worse I said 1 I'm fat ugly there is no reason to stay alive I wish I could but my family have ha so many deaths and gone through a lot so ill just continue to be a robot I don't know how I'm getting through each day ...

Thanks I wrote a longer message on the new thread I did last night
I want to die can you help me
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I'm alone

Thanks hun I'd rather die than face the pain of everything I'm in pain everyday can't cope with anymore I don't know how I get through each day everyday is a chore I can't cope I'm fat ugly worthless failure stupid I hate myself I dispise myself so much ! Nothing ever will change for me I dont deser...

Kill me
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Just eveything feeling low Sucidial emotional irritable worthless failure ugly fat I hate me ! lots of things changing been seeing a private therapist but I'm now going to nhs puscotherapy as I was on a waiting list for 6 months but as normal I can't get a normal therapist she said she's an on call ...