ive written down about us recording something together to calm me down, ive also copied and pasted some poems off the internet of words that other people have written to say how im feeling!,ive also got an email that i sent to the samaritians and one they sent me back to show her how im feeling do y...

WHY IS TUESDAY SO FAR AWAY TO SEE MY THERAPIST I CANT COPE I KNOW IM A FREAK I KNOW NO-ONE HAS HAD THE FEELING I HAVE NOW!
I JUST FEEL IN PAIN EVEN THOUGH NOT PHYSCIALLY BUT MENTALLY HOW CAN I COPE TILL TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELP
KATIE
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A cry of a girl Is hurting inside She feels so trapped,alone,unwanted Crying for someone to go beside All she can do is cry Nobody cares,nobody worries,nobody listens She's invisible,wishing she was never born She's heart-broken,so brutally torn Crying herself to sleep in the pitch black night Wishi...

Thanks for all your support!. Ive been emailing the samaritians everyday since the 8th of december 2011! ive emailedsane but they havent got back to me! might not have got my emailsproperly,the problem with emailing is because everyone gets so many it takes 12 hours to repsond i cant pick up the pho...

I dont have any friends! I have a CBT therapist but i dont see her till tuesday and i cant email or ring her as she doesnt check her emails regularly and as she is constantly in a different doctors setting every day she doesnt really have a number to call!. Im so alone frightned and i feel like im d...

I CANT COPE IM SO SCARED! been like this since tuesday as people who know have seen in the newbie blog ive had a couple of issues which is is making me even more to self harm more than usual im feeeling suicidal! my panic attacks are more regular i cant sleep im not eating much just want to die! it ...

Im going to see her on tuesday so i'll be able to bring it up with her, im on CBT treatment so we have review sessions every 6 weeks which i dread!.
Do you go to therapy or councilling?.
I have a socail fear also so its more diffcult for me to go into new situations with people
katie
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Thanks judith I know im werid pocessive and obessive but i dont mean a personal realtionship though i understand that, but still a therputic realtionship in a setting like we are in now so i can see her once a week still in that setting to talk about my problems,i know i need to get over it but i ca...

Hi Everyone Thank you all so mcuh for your supportive messages. Do you think even though ive brung it up with her twice now do you think me suggesting we record it together and bringing up the topic again would make her angry?. Also craziememe Im so scared of it ending ive written her 2 letters sayi...

Hi Im such a freaking failure! i today went to my therapy session with a goal to get my therapist to record her voice i asked her last week and she asked me to ask her family as she didnt want me to rely on her and take my independence away!. Today i nearly was there and so close to her recording so...