Im sat on boxing day feeling like crap just wanting to end it all. I dont know who i am or why im even alive at this point. It was so hard putting on a hppy face on Christmas day. Its always been my favourite time of year and it kills me that i didjt experience that this year. Instead i dreaded it a...

I dont usually come to forums etc but i think im just getting desperate at this point. I feel like i dont know how to be a human anymore. I have no emotion other than hate towards myself. I dont know how to be happy. I tried to tell my partner and he has his own issues. He turned what i was feeling ...