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by foreverblue
Mon Sep 24, 2018 2:46 pm
Forum: Creative Corner
Topic: Little girl
Replies: 1
Views: 1031

Little girl

It was 1997. It was a cold part of the year and a mother gave birth to a girl. She had big eyes and was always smiling. Her father adored her so much, the mother was is hardly any of the home videos or pictures. They adored her so much it hurt. Primary school was fun. Playing with the other kids, la...
by foreverblue
Thu Aug 02, 2018 8:48 am
Forum: Mutual Support Group
Topic: cutting myself at work
Replies: 3
Views: 462

cutting myself at work

I've never done it before and my depression and anxiety has gotten so bad that I start attack my thigh under the desk at work with a pair of scissors. As I drive to work I think about what I can cut myself with...it relieves everything and it makes it easier for me to feel physical rather than emoti...
by foreverblue
Wed Jul 25, 2018 10:55 am
Forum: Rant Room
Topic: What do I do?
Replies: 3
Views: 772

What do I do?

I feel terrible. I've organised a trip to the cinema but I am dreading to drive up there. It's parking that makes me feel really uncomfortable and anxious and I can't keep asking my friends to pick me up (even though I am on the way to the city) but I feel like such a useless friend. I'm contemplati...
by foreverblue
Mon Jul 16, 2018 9:10 am
Forum: Safe Room
Topic: ugly
Replies: 4
Views: 756

Re: ugly

Hello, Thank you for message...ugliness is indeed on the inside too but I seem to have ugliness inside but in a different way. I'm not a cruel person or mean...but I make so many stupid and awful mistakes...I just feel tarnished. He left me because he had trouble with one of his kids...it was fair I...
by foreverblue
Tue Jul 10, 2018 2:28 pm
Forum: Safe Room
Topic: Problem at work
Replies: 3
Views: 603

Re: Problem at work

I have a fairly similar problem. There is someone at my work that for some reason treats me differently than the others. It's like, when there's an issue and she doesn't know the answer to something she just decides to wait until someone else is free rather than ask me. She seems to find it very sat...
by foreverblue
Thu Jun 28, 2018 10:09 am
Forum: Safe Room
Topic: ugly
Replies: 4
Views: 756

ugly

Basically what it says in the title. I don't like looking at myself anymore. My skin is the worst and my skinny frame makes me think no one will ever love me. My self confidence is so low that I keep jumping from bed to bed with different men for validation but all I really want is someone to care a...
by foreverblue
Mon Jun 11, 2018 10:42 am
Forum: Safe Room
Topic: Like being controlled..masochist?
Replies: 3
Views: 606

Re: Like being controlled..masochist?

Hello there. It seems that your previous experience of sexual abuse may be feeding your feelings of worthlessness and not expecting to be treated decently. Do you feel that the abuse was somehow your fault, because it wasn't. Have you spoken to a professional about your feelings because they may be...
by foreverblue
Mon Jun 11, 2018 10:33 am
Forum: Safe Room
Topic: Inside my head right now
Replies: 0
Views: 332

Inside my head right now

Literally, right this second, on the other desk at work...people are staring at me and laughing. My colleagues that is, obviously they know something about me I don't. I'm definitely getting sacked, my manager saw me fuck up again...I can't work with her constantly watching me...I feel bad for her.....
by foreverblue
Wed Jun 06, 2018 4:24 pm
Forum: Rant Room
Topic: The most useless one at work
Replies: 2
Views: 1466

The most useless one at work

Hi all, Basically have had the worst day of my life (at work anyway). I am fairly new in my job however in my last meeting with my manager she thinks I'm under-performing and basically not doing as well as she hoped by now. I just fucking cried. Not because of the feedback from her (I know she only ...
by foreverblue
Mon Jun 04, 2018 3:40 pm
Forum: Safe Room
Topic: What I want
Replies: 1
Views: 378

What I want

I want to just disappear so no one will find me. I want to be able to walk out of my house and feel ready to take on the day or at least with some positively. I want to be able to feel like I fit in when with a group of people. I want people to take my problems seriously for once and stop snorting w...

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