Thanks sai hope, I have my boyfriend, but that brings stress, insecurities, anxiety and low mood at times too.... I have my mother but we have our clashes and I don't talk to her about "stuff" (mental health/problem "stuff") so much any more. I'm closest with my great auntie but ...

Hi M! Long time no speak. I'm sorry for the late reply. How are you? Work is going well. I am sticking to the one job as hours always seem to materialise. The Queen Bitch has also recently been moved out of my department which is great. :) I love aspects of our relationship. He has been very pressur...

Hi M :) Lovely to hear from you. Do excuse my very delayed reply. I didn't mean to cause any worry. Oh no! I'm so sorry to hear that life feels very stressful at present. If it helps at all, reassure yourself that your feelings are entirely reasonable and expected. Try to focus on the eventual outco...

Thanks PryceJosh,

Hope you are keeping well. Take care, x

Hi M! :) I'm sorry I haven't written sooner. Just a quick checking in post to let you know I'm thinking of you. Writing to you has been on my mind these last few days so I hope that you're doing okay. How are you? How have you been over the last couple of months? Have you been up to anything nice? :...

Quick update. I withdrew from the care assistant position. It was causing me too much anxiety. I've told the training provider and recruitment. Apparently I still have to do part of the training for being a domestic. I also should contact my manager but feel too anxious about doing so. Cleaning shif...

Thanks markspencer672,

Even at my very lowest, I've always had hope. I'm in a better place these days but with positive change comes anxiety.
I'm glad you've got yourself in a good place. Stay strong. X

Hey M! How are you? Aw thank you. We've since had another really lovely day together. Although, unfortunately I am just at the tail end of a spectacularly crap weekend. It started Friday. My supervisor made a vulgar joke, colleagues laughed/fake laughed, and she directed at me for no reason: "S...

Hey M! :D I'm just on my way home from like the best day ever. Let's just say Em: 1 Anxiety Gremlin: Big fat zero with a cherry on top. :lol: I met with him today. Amazing, honestly. I'm so happy. I know this might seem really surprising and confusing because of my previous posts but I guess that's ...

Hey, Thanks. This sounds harsh of me, but sometimes he oversteps the line between affectionate and annoying. :roll: I did feel bad about my suggestion to ease things between us though - albeit until the restrictions are lifted - as I then realised just how much lockdown has affected him. I felt I ou...