I'm out of clean clothes and she washes every day

I only ask that I can do my washing on a Saturday morning, one day a week but every week without fail she washes either late Friday night or Saturday morning so that I can't. It's driving me insane.

And she's done it again.....
Fucking washing so I can't do mine! One day a week and she can't even manage that. I hate my life

Today I tried on (and fit into) the first pair of size 12 jeans I have ever managed to fit into. You would of thought I'd feel happy..... I don't. I'm on my 5th day of eating less than 200 calories. I'm miserable. But I can't make myself eat more. The guilt is too much. Please don't preach the healt...

Thanks both
I have steri strips but they wouldn't hold it. I only self stitch on my legs because I don't like anyone seeing my fat legs. I can't self stitch my arms, its too difficult.
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It's almost like they need a flap you can just open in that area.
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I'm sure I'm annoying a lot of people at the moment. I'm sorry. I just need to get this out my head. I'm sick of being sick! I'm in my twenties and I've lost over half my life to this illness. From when I was 12 my life has been a mess of misery, self harm, suicide attempts, paranoia and desperation...

I think a lot of people miss her..... She's really supportive of lots of people here.
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Going back to the original thread Lu
Belle is ok and will be back in a week or so probably
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I suggested the distraction box to someone on here this week. I don't remember to use mine very often because by the time I need to self harm, I'm so intent on doing it that nothing will stop it. *TRIG WARNING* for this next bit..... It was a pretty deep cut. I've got a nasty habbit of self stitchin...