just my paranoia is like extremely high at the moment and im self harming more and more again.... lost all hope of things ever getting better.

it did help in the past so am helping it will again. alot has changed since i was last here for me. changed in not so much a good way more a bad way but im helping it wil help.

i used to log on here like a couple of years ago i or something like that but i forgot my password and then kinda didnt log in for a little while.. so um hi im not exactly new but havent been around for a little while like about 2 years.....

Going for a walk in the woods today, with my friend, mum, sister and sisters friend and we're taking the dog. I love the woods, its a place where I can just forget about things and listen to the nature. Got my wellies ready. Got my hat, my scarf. Wearing a black jumper, cami top, pink cardi, and ski...

I've seen this Tv advert. Whilst I can watch scary films, the advert with the girl on ch5 really creeped me out too, the advert is somewhat disturbing. I think they are trying to advertise some sort of horror film or something, but when I first saw it because of what the girl was doing with her hand...

Yeah I like looking at the clouds too, I like seeing what animals ect they look like. I also like seeing if I can make words out of the clouds.

Same I find it is the silly things that set me off. Sometimes it can be my boss giving me praise and I will just stand there and cry or sometimes I will cry because I've lost a cd or something like that. I find its usually when I've had a build up of things happen and I'm feeling extremely sensitive...

Her face so pretty and so perfect, The look of innocence upon her face, Behind those eyes she hides, She looks so strong Yet she's so fragile Like a china doll Drop her and she will shatter Hurt her and her heart will shatter She's like a china doll in many ways Perfect and pretty Innocent and sweet...

Work, town with someone from work . Home. Internet, Watch million pound drop with mum (hopefully with mum) and sleep.

I went to see my Dr last week about the sleeping last week and i took some sort of test thing, scored low on depression but my Dr told my the score for the anxiety was high and said to come back in 6 weeks , referred me to therapy, which i've filled out the form for and posted it today but theres li...